The devil is there to try to pull you down.
Satan doesn’t want you to do well.
God is going to try YOU you aren’t trying God.
What are you doing to make other peoples lives better?
You are not a better person just because you got something.
If you are in God then you should have someone that is providing you with spiritual guidance and advice.
Who is watching for your soul?
Do you have a loving personality?
If you personality hasn’t changed then your spirituality hasn’t changed.
Be deep.
No one is ritually healthy being alone all of the time.
Do you lack a lot of love?
What things in your life have you left behind?
The thought that you will go off and have fun and THEN come back to God is a dangerous game. You cannot play with God like that.
Don’t be in the race yet you are looking back.
Stop feeling like you have some stuff you have to do BEFORE you do what you HAVE to do.